| omg!!! everyone, i fucked up soooo bad...i dont know wat to do.i love it here, i have a boyfriend who i really think i love....and idk!! but i fucked up and i may never get to see him again. yeah, i snuk-out last night...and i got caught by my mom, of all people, her...i already did it once, for those of u who dont know, and i got a warning, that if i did it again, im gonna have to go live w/ my grandparents in south dakota now. and they dont have a computer, they're not getting one netime soon either(even if they did, they wouldn't let me use, they'd think i'd run it into a pole, and put a dent in it). idk, but this is gonna be the last post that u'll ever see from me again, because im leaving. there's nothing i can do, and there's no way to fix it, im srry, i fucked up...chris, honey...i love u, and u know that, but we just cant be together, if im never gonna see u, im srry, i love yall all. but i may never see yall again, so for the last time ever, im gonna say good-bye, i love yall all, and ill miss yall all.
ami,
p.s-im soooo scared, and i dont have my phone nemore, my mom took it, looked for me and threw it on the ground and smashed it right in front of me.i put a dent in her car, and now im dead, its $250,000 car....im srry...it all happened sooo fast. i love you chris and im gonna miss u soooomuch, ill never forget u, and i hope that u'll always remember me, dont me sad, that's the last way i'd want to be, just please, watever u do, dont do nething stupid, please...my dad was like that, and now i lost him... |